Odi et amo. Quare id faciam, fortasse requiris.

Nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.

-Catullus 85

I both hate and I love. Why would I do this, you may ask?

I know not, but I feel it as it happens, and it crucifies me.

(translation mine)


There is a reason I have this tattooed on myself.